[Personal]: Chapter 12 of 12

21 more days to welcome 2015 and I AM SO NOT READY FOR IT. Felt that I had not done anything much this year. But, it definitely makes me grow more sensible and mature - be it in work or whatever shit.

Cos' you know, people comes and goes. I'm glad to those who never leave my side, and to those who left - "f*ck you, I don't need you." Made quite lot of friends due to my latest job, most properly the BEST CHOICE to take up this 无忧无虑  job. Sad to say, yesterday was my last day. *crying my heart out*

Okay, before sadness starts pouring in.. enough! I am out of topic again. So... yea, I DID met some shitty people and they're not gonna stay! Kicked them out of my life - I mean, that should be the way, right? I can't let them hurt me, like, c'mon who are you to hurt me?

Self reflect time =

I learned not to take things for granted. I will learn to appreciate. Bear with me. What I need is just time. I don't know what I want exactly, or should I say I don't dare to think what I want. Thinking makes everything so complicated and tiring.

What I really need now is... a job perhaps? Shall save up for BKK! Woohoo! Got ton of stuff to do before I finally settled down for a job. Like, meeting up with my ladies / bestie / old colleagues. Miss them like shit. LOLOL I know we shouldn't look back, but I love the days when I was younger. The days where I am so much happier. Getting older every year is no joke, got to think every little tiny things in my life.

But.. 船到桥头自然直，stop worrying and let's welcome 2015!