Just a ranting post today. Sorry about that.
Blogging seems to be the only space I could rant on. Anyway, as you can see from the title, it is going to be about
F-R-I-E-N-D-S-H-I-P.
To have a friendship with someone is pretty easy. But to have TRUST in the friendship is absolutely hard.
is YOU chose to push me out of your life.
is YOU deleted me off from Facebook, etc.
SO WHY DO YOU BOTHER ABOUT BUILDING FRIENDSHIP AGAIN WITH ME?!
Do you still remember how you accused me? I still remembered it clearly every now and then...
... ... ...
The simple story goes like this
... ... ...
2010 - You suspected your boyfriend with another girl. Everyday you're so emotional about that. I was the one who accompanied you everyday. I even went from Amk to Punggol just because of you. Then one day you came up with an idea to test your boyfriend. You BEGGED me for help. I agreed. I did what you asked me to - text and call him. I swear I did all these when you're around me. After the suspicious were over, you didn't thank me at all, YOU ACCUSED ME TRYING TO SNATCH YOUR BOYFRIEND.
YOU SAID I CONTACT YOUR BOYFRIEND BEHIND YOUR BACK
WTF
You even told PH about it, and she came to question me. I was full of anger. However, PH trusted on me.
And you didn't even say sorry or what, you continued glued to that moron guy and break off our friendship just like this...
Is that what I can in return for helping you?
I don't know what is inside your brain that time. Just a word -
is YOU chose to push me out of your life.
is YOU deleted me off from Facebook, etc.
SO WHY DO YOU BOTHER ABOUT BUILDING FRIENDSHIP AGAIN WITH ME?!
Do you still remember how you accused me? I still remembered it clearly every now and then...
... ... ...
The simple story goes like this
... ... ...
2010 - You suspected your boyfriend with another girl. Everyday you're so emotional about that. I was the one who accompanied you everyday. I even went from Amk to Punggol just because of you. Then one day you came up with an idea to test your boyfriend. You BEGGED me for help. I agreed. I did what you asked me to - text and call him. I swear I did all these when you're around me. After the suspicious were over, you didn't thank me at all, YOU ACCUSED ME TRYING TO SNATCH YOUR BOYFRIEND.
YOU SAID I CONTACT YOUR BOYFRIEND BEHIND YOUR BACK
WTF
You even told PH about it, and she came to question me. I was full of anger. However, PH trusted on me.
And you didn't even say sorry or what, you continued glued to that moron guy and break off our friendship just like this...
Is that what I can in return for helping you?
I don't know what is inside your brain that time. Just a word -
I know that incident happened years ago, but to me it still fucking hurts.. I don't know how you treated it as nothing had ever happened to us.
We had been not contacting for 3 years, you heard me, 3 YEARS. So what now? You asked J & PH for my phone number and decided to meet up after breaking friendship with me? Zzz Okay, I try to forgo the past as I do admit I missed you.
The four of us met up during Nov 2013. The whole atmosphere was totally so... uncomfortable. Throughout the whole meeting session, you tried your best to talk to me. Yet, I felt that you're humiliated me instead. What is so bad about NOT having a boyfriend? MUST I have a boyfriend to please you? Oh please, I'm not like you, glued to a USELESS boyfriend for so many years. AND the fuck up thing is YOU COMPLETED FORGOT THE WHOLE 2010 INCIDENT WITH ME.
I was still expecting a 'sorry' from you. How foolish I am.
Anyway, the meeting session ended. I was so relieved. I just want things to stop here. Fully stop. BUT few days back, you text me for meet up - just me and you for girls shopping. I rejected on the spot. I lied about being busy. I know how much you want this friendship back with me but girl, trust me, you're WASTING your time on me. People may thought I was petty for just a small incident.
I just mind a lot
I will continue to play the game with you, bitch.
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